抉择

这决定下得好。。。也许很好。。。我不想再拖拖拉拉的继续这样糊涂下去了。刚刚在面子书上给那个我一直不忍心拒绝的女孩子看见了我什么留言的，就这样引来一场大爆发。我不想再解释了，超废气的。

已经过去了，不想就是了。现在最重要的就是坚持她，三角关系从此结束。！！！

被封闭了

不知道为什么我的心情再怎么好，再怎么想笑就是笑不出来。我一度很质疑我自己，难道笑真的那么难吗？ 然后，我给了自己一个借口，我把自己封闭了。一向以为是我自己不争气！得不到我本来应该有的快乐，但是是我自己不想接受和去感应那份值得换取我笑脸的一切.还需要多久多久我才能领悟。

没有了。。么么

那些已经失去的日子我还能够逐渐地建立起来吗？我现在非常努力地奋斗着。必须比别人更能忍耐而不能崩溃！！！
即使现在多么想大声地向着大海呐喊，多么想怪自己当初为什么没有坚持，多么想就这样放空。但是我必须压抑，我很怀疑自己还能够压抑几久？

是我给了自己负面的压力，当那些负面思想涌上来的时候，应该表现的时候就会被搞砸了。
我不懂该怎样，不想多说了。

不为人知的坏习惯

我一直都有一个不为人知的坏习惯，那就是我很依赖朋友。我做事情喜欢呼朋引伴，虽然我都给人感觉我是个很孤独的人，不过我是非常喜欢群体生活，喜欢看人很开心说着自己每天发生的点滴，虽然在聚会中我都是静静的，但是我就是很喜欢有朋友围绕在自己身边。我会很专注的听每个人诉说自己的经历。

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！我好怀念以前我与弟弟嬉闹的时光。
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！时间过得很快！ 现在我与弟弟留下的美好时光仅仅只剩下回忆T.T




我好怀念当时单纯的弟弟

我很爱我那个弟弟，但是现在一切都不一样了。

他已经成长了，不再是我那单纯可爱的弟弟了。

那曲璇律

妳可以为了家人的事日夜不眠直到解决为止才松气，因为妳认为家人是妳的一切所以不能忽略。
我铭记于心，但我不告诉妳其实我懂。
妳可以为了朋友的事而烦恼而且尽量不推辞，因为妳认为朋友是有生修来的福所以不能忽略。
我铭记于心，但我不告诉妳其实我懂。
妳可以为了梦想而奋不顾身直到得到妳要的，因为妳认为人是为了梦想而生存的。
我铭记于心，但我不告诉妳其实我懂。
妳不会放弃任何一个辅导人的机会，因为妳认为人性本善。
我铭记于心，但我不告诉妳其实我懂。
就算我任性，妳还是会低声下气的辅导我，安慰我。因为妳认为我还是有救的。
我铭记于心，但我不告诉妳其实我懂。
妳是个感性的人，只是喜欢隐藏自己的伤悲笑嘻嘻地面对世界，因为妳认为人活着就要活得精彩。
我铭记于心，但我不告诉妳其实我懂。


谢谢妳。我会惦记着妳。
如果真的需要人诉说，我随时都在^^

第一幕

（1）

那熟悉的脸孔，熟悉的小巷，一样的人，感觉不一样了。
是这样的，当时刚好错过了妹妹的补习中心就想绕个弯。没想到一转弯进了小巷，一个熟悉的脸孔浮现。面无表情但我却看得出有点不耐烦，有点忧愁，有点。。。我无法形容的表情。 已经好久好久没有看到的脸孔，有点想念，想回当年的温暖，想了很多。
虽然只是几秒钟的眼神接触，她应该还认得我吧？我不敢打招呼，只怕得不到回应。
她还是跟以前一样，身高保持，脸色不错，发福了。。。一点点。。就那么一点点。
那脸孔，到现在还深深的留在我脑海里^^
（2）
想到她，就想到以前在舞蹈社的时光。怀念的地板动作，怀念一直练不好空翻的我，怀念给老师叫我番薯，怀念当时的野蛮舞伴，也怀念街舞的那班队友。

（3）
啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿！！！！！时间不多了。。我竟然还敢忙里偷闲！！
没办法，我太爱写部落格了^^

摩羯男

摩羯座：玉

摩羯座的心就是一块和赤壁
但他们却用平庸来掩饰
因为他们要坚守住心中对爱情的那份美好憧憬
无缘的人只看到他们外面的粗糙
毫不珍惜只当成废品随意丢弃
只有等到一个有足够耐心和勇气的人
怀着坚定的诚意
剖开摩羯的内心
才有机会发现居然是如此惊眩
至此不离不弃




天秤座：金

天秤座清雅浪漫、卓尔不凡
温文儒雅、光风霁月
可以用康桥的柔波诉说爱恋
可以用自由的胸怀包裹着情感
也可以用漫长的一生印证爱情的永恒
他们的心时刻闪耀着夺目的光芒
映照着自己的美好与华丽
无论遭遇怎样的摧毁打击依旧如初
有着年少的梦想与固执的憧憬
也许..
他们会在自己的心上镌刻一个人的名字
但那又如何?
缘起缘灭
仍旧是颗金子般的心

Strengths
Hard working
Responsible and reliable
Loyal and sincere
Strong willpower and resolve

Weaknesses
Introvert
A little obstinate
Cannot accept authority
Short tempered


Symbol: The Sea Goat
Ruling Planet: Saturn
Quality: Cardinal
Element: Earth
Basic Trait: I Use
Closest Metal: Lead
Lucky Day: Saturday
Lucky Colors: Black, Earth Tones, Indigo and Orange
Lucky Gems: Garnet
Lucky Flowers: Ivy, Pansy and Amaranthus

The zodiac sign of Capricorn is represented by the symbol of 'The Goat', more precisely a Sea-Goat. Capricorns are not the ones who seek limelight; rather they make up the audience that admires. They are like the tortoise, which moves slowly and still wins the race. A Capricorn finds it extremely easy to merge into a group and will look like one of its original members. He always seems to be surrounded by an air of melancholy and seriousness. He has a soothing voice, pleasant appearance and a convincing personality.

A Capricorn not only looks harmless, rather he is quite incapable of any serious damage. He takes abuses, strains, failures as well as responsibilities quite calmly, without even batting an eyelid. He knows where he has to go and will persistently move towards his goal. He holds great respect for the people who have excelled in their life, respects authority and honors conventions. One of the most admirable traits of Capricorns is their ability to submit and adapt. They let people go ahead and then find a way to reach the finish line before them.

A Capricorn's characteristics profile exhibits his quality of keeping the eyes fixed on the aim. A Capricorn does not daydream. He is above envy, obsession, recklessness, rage, abuse, idleness and negligence. As far as he is concerned, all these things are obstacles in the way of success. He is very romantic, but emotions do not make him oblivious of the practicalities of life. Unrestrained passions and emotions make him uncomfortable. At times, a Capricorn may put his foot down and refuse to work till he is given the complete power.

However, such a situation is pretty rare and the spell won't last long. After some hard jolts, he will back on his track. Capricorns are quite contended with their lives and show respect for age and experience. They mind their own business and would not give advice, unless asked for. In case you do ask for their advice, be ready to get it with some harsh suggestions. He will also expect you to follow it. A Capricorn has to be prepared for everything, be it a business venture or an emotional commitment. He never waits for the opportunity to knock twice on the door. He is always waiting for it eagerly.

A Capricorn will come across as an extremely sweet person, who is shy, harmless, trustworthy and perhaps, a little obstinate. You confide everything in him and trust him blindly. In the end, he becomes indispensable and you start depending on him. But then, who's complaining? It's always comforting to have his strong shoulders to lean upon. A Capricorn loves taking responsibilities and will carry them out meticulously. With him, you will never have to worry about anything, just remember to let him handle the reins.



这么多年都未留意他是摩羯的，非常踏实，忠诚，认真的一个好男人。一旦看书看得入神，打雷都惊不了他。做事投入，当年的爱情追求攻势也一样，精诚终于打开 了金石，毅力和意志力巨强，脾气爆发时也巨可怕。在人群中，他通常不是出主意的那个人，但别人出的主意都会希望由他斟酌评点。有风度但不风流，很宽容但也 不会纵容。喜欢小孩，脸上的表情都是心里的真实反映（虽然会慢一拍）。自然状态下因为都呈现略收紧的神情（即较严肃的臭脸，囧），所以当他展开笑容，身边 的人大受感染。


外壳硬冷，由暗恋到出击需要很长的观察时间，心里私下有考核，不会自作多情也很知趣，懂得适时收放感情，不轻易表露内心想法（哪怕已经很强烈），这种非凡 的控制力没有平时过硬的自我约束不可能作用。两厢情愿后会有激情的一面（需要导火索），只是倾向于把重心放在事业或别的现实问题上（这时的木感就出来 了）。


小结：摩羯男并非有意闷骚，因为他们的内心极其认真并且深邃（自己也知道这点）。会确定你有没有他想像的那么好再给出暗示，但却喜欢对方直接地对他表达想 法，不喜欢猜。他们的爱虽然小心，但是并不计较。同时摩羯的笑容也是我所欣赏的，大都带点暖阳破冰封，沧桑化轻薄的感觉。

It is very difficult to get close to a Capricorn guy. He is always enclosed within a strong wall, which is not too easy to breach. He is not too gregarious & outgoing, but his personality traits include determination and patience. He has fierce ambitions, which he pursues with a strong resolve. If you look at him casually, it may seem as if he prefers solitude to company. Now, look deeper, inside his heart. Though he doesn't show it, he wants admiration as much as other people. It's just that a Capricorn male is too shy to express his feeling openly.

Even though it looks as if the compliment hardly moved him an inch, his ears will turn pink and his eyes will carry a sparkling glow. But then, you will have to come close and see all this happen. A careless look will do no good. Another problem with him is that he doesn't know how to handle compliments. If and when he gets any, he becomes too embarrassed and may pass it off as a joke or ignore it altogether. So next time, don't be fooled by him. Tell him that he is delightful, intelligent, good-looking and attractive. He needs to know it.

The characteristics profile of a Capricorn male makes him a true romantic, though you may come to know about this after the courtship days are almost coming to an end. He prefers to maintain a control over his emotions and displays composed manners, realistic actions and somber intentions. You have to remember that this is not what he is on the inside. Infact, he is very much like a coconut, which seems to be tough on the outside but is extremely soft internally. If you manage to peek inside his heart, you will see a charming person, who loves to dream, likes getting wet in the rain and seeks compliments.

You just have to become to be one of those few who manage to come close to him. A Capricorn man can provide you with a roof in a storm as well as keep you warm on a freezing winter night. Don't expect him to start reciting poems for you. He is a romantic at heart, but these feelings will not get displayed every now and then. As long as you know what he feels for you, it is enough for him. He doesn't need to tell the world that he loves you. You will have to slowly lure him out of his protective shell and encourage him to show his emotions.

Show a Capricorn male that you believe in his practical dreams and he will dream some more. Then, one day, he will achieve all of them and much more. At that point of time, you will be there beside him, patting his back and glowing in the warmth of success as well as his subtle love. He is one of the few men who are very serious in their youth and tend to relax with age. When all your old classmates start developing wrinkles, he will look as well as act like a college-going guy.

He will take you on long drives, when most of the other men are resting their old bones. With Capricorn men, the best part always comes the last, just like the dessert of the meal. You will not have to worry much about loyalty. He literally worships family ties and wouldn't sacrifice them for short, meaningless flings. The family means you and the kids as well as his parents and siblings. It is better if you understand this and respect his other family too. You will be expected to be a good wife, good mother, good daughter-in-law and a good cook.

Then, you will have to keep your house spic and span, dress well in front of his friends and have impeccable manners. It doesn't matter if you are not pretty, you will have to impress him family and care for them. This is what matters to your Capricorn guy. After everything has been settled, make sure to tell him that you love his family, but it is he you are going to marry and he should never forget this. Since he finds it very difficult to express his emotions, you better start training him in the art of romance at an early stage.

If you forget to play your part, then better get used to knowing that you are loved, but never being told so. As a father, he will be a little strict and demand respect, discipline and compliance from the kids. In return, he will sacrifice his own happiness to see them smile. Even though he has deep respect for family ties, he will walk out of a marriage if he thinks he made a mistake. If ever it happens, don't expect to be given a second chance. When something is over for him, it's over forever and he never looks back again.

Initially, romance and love may look like just a part of your Capricorn man's schedule. However, as he grows older, the love will become like an old wine, richer than before. He will always provide you with an umbrella on a rainy day and remain devoted to you as long as he lives. Look beyond that tough exterior, he has a gentle and caring heart - a heart that will love you even when you start walking with a stick. For him, you will always be the girl who made him fall in love and whom he wants to protect from the rest of the world. What if he doesn't say 'I Love You' that often, he does makes you feel loved all the time! Doesn't he?

Libra and Capricorn are somewhat different and somewhat alike. The romantic compatibility of their love match depends on how much either of them is ready to adjust. A Libran is an extrovert by nature and loves to interact with people. He gets bored when he is not amongst people and not communicating with them. On the other hand, a Capricorn is more concerned about his own career and is quite serious in almost every aspect of life. In this relationship, the former will always be demanding a little frivolity and the latter a little gravity.

However, if they make efforts, both of them can easily complement each other and form a harmonious relationship. The Goat can provide all the security that is essential in life and the Libran can maintain the social contacts required for living in the community. The latter can help ease off the pressure, which the former feels, is on his shoulders, all the time. Nonetheless, all this requires patience and perseverance and if either of them is missing, this match has dismal chances of success.

Even the Libran's love of indulgence is not likely to go down too well with the Capricorn. The former is very open in love and does not find it too difficult to express his feelings. But, the latter does so and this will come as a major disappointment to a Libra. Both of them will always be ready to stand by each other, provided the relationship lasts long enough to enable them to do so. In short, this relationship is definitely worth the effort it requires.

Libra Woman and Capricorn Man
Lots of compromises and adjustments will be needed to make this relationship a steady and permanent one. She will love his stability initially, but after a while, it will seem to tire her out. Same way, his enthusiastic nature that attracted him originally is quite likely to become a bone of contention later on. However, one thing they have in common - taste for the finer things in life and will love to indulge in it. But, her extravagance, even in this area, will not be tolerated by him. All in all, it is a match capable of going both sides.